I’ve always have a very unique life. I was raised by 2 very environmentally friendly parents and I am the middle sister out of 3 girls.
We sailed around the world during my childhood years and we perused travelled over many years. During this time, I was away from the upbringing of a normal society and instead I spent my childhood with animals and sea life, away from people. I would often gaze at the stars and I was raised to appreciate the small things in life such as the wind in my face and seeing the ‘green flash’ as the sun disappeared beyond the ocean depths. I remember always looking up into the universe and asking myself, what was up there?
By the time I was 14 years old and completing my high school education in the UK, my senses where so highly enhanced that I could feel everyone’s energy and intuitively pick up what my friends were feeling. It was hard for me to ‘fit in’ due to being so empathic and sensitive.
Sailing around the world gave me the opportunity to view the world in a very different perspective. My parents raised me to see the poverty, the destruction, the beauty and the wildlife. They took me through the countries that were in war, third world countries, life threatening storms and they taught me how to survive.
From the earliest age, I’ve always remembered having voices talking in my head. When I was around my friends, I’ve always questioned myself, am I different?
When I was 17, I started to feel the signs of mediumship. I tried talking to my parents about the things I was feeling but it was difficult for them to understand. They were environmentally friendly but not spiritually inspired and so I seeked answers for both the voices in my head and the energy that I could feel and see around people.
One day, I was with my grandparents, in the city of Birmingham, and I saw a blind man selling crystals and I just knew that I had to speak to him. I stopped my grandad on the street and told him. I went up to this man and asked if if I could pay him to teach me what he knew and surprisingly, he said yes. I ventured to his home to train for a day. It was a mess and I came to the realization and truth that he was completely blind. He poored a cup of coffee for me but ended up missing the cup and the coffee went all over the floor, there was trash all over the house and I had to move clothing and papers on the sofa just for me to sit down. My grandad was with me and most definitely questioned what I was doing but I got to ask every question that I could think of and from that day forward, I knew what I could feel, sense and see was real. I had the confirmation I needed.
I went on to train in holistic massage, bodywork and energy healing. I then opened up a spa on a beautiful island in the Caribbean called Bequia where my parents had started building a home. The spa became a success and with all the mega yachts that came into the island, I was soon called onto the mega yachts and started working for the rich and famous. I closed my spa after a year as I was flying with my clients more than I was on the island.
Over the duration of the next 8 years of my life, I flew around the world and lived in some of the most prestigious places. I worked with some of the most well known celebrities and with the wealthiest people in the world. I worked with royal families, politicians, sports team owners, actors and musicians and models. I flew privately and lived in the largest castles, mansions and villas. When I was 26 years old, I got invited to work for the owner of the NFL team, The Washington Redskins, and had the opportunity to move to Maryland in the USA and I worked with this family for a year.
As glamorous as this way of life may sound, I was burnt out. I constantly travelled, had never settled down, never got the opportunity to form relationships and never got to see my family. I knew in my heart that I couldn’t sustain this life style and so I stopped the traveling.
I met a man and I ended up marrying him after a year. This was my first long term relationship and I fell deeply in love.
My upbringing was very sheltered. I was never taught or raised with the knowledge or skills to understand what a loving relationship needed. When I say this, I mean, my parents have a long and beautiful marriage and so do my grandparents but, I didn’t have the understanding there could be people with agendas other than love. I never knew or thought that I could possibly be seduced or sucked into an abusive marriage.
The relationship only lasted 3 years. My Ex husband was violent, liked to drink, party and he was addicted to cocaine. He became very angry and violent with me and after many beatings, I hit rock bottom. I was ashamed, I was broken and I was hurt.
During the last few beatings, I was thrown down a staircase, locked in a room, strangled and held down with a taser gun to my face as he tried to rape me. At that moment, I thought that he was going to kill me, he told me he would. I received multiple injuries to my body; my shoulder blade was broken and the rib underneath it was fractured, I was bruised, broken and had lost all of my strength.
It was at this point in my life where I felt that I had lost everything and I didn’t know how I was going to survive. One day and while he was at work, I fell to the floor, I screamed, I cried and I begged. On my knees, I asked the universe for help. “Please help me”, “I need you”, “I know you are there and I am begging you to help me, please, I need your help”. After that day, I found the courage and strength to get my own apartment and move out.
After numerous visits through the medical system and after a couple of x rays in the hospital, I was referred to a couple of spinal specialists. I was told I had multiple fractures in my rib and I was given no choice but to have my rib taken out and be replaced by a metal plate. It would mean a very invasive surgery with a long recovery. I broke down with the news but I didn’t give up. I had never heard of such a surgery and the first thing that came to my mind was, no way can I do this.
My whole life, I had helped people to heal but I had never healed myself. I didn’t question that there were higher powers nor did I question if I could heal my rib and shoulder blade. I knew that I could but I just didn’t know how to and so I started to try and connect with the voices in my head again. I asked them for guidance on how I can heal my body, my rib and broken shoulder blade.
That was when my healing journey truly began. After following the voices in my head, that I later found out were my spiritual guides, my fractures healed. It was a miracle: it took me about 3 weeks before the fractures healed and I had gotten the pain down to the bare minimal. The messages were clear, loving, beautiful and powerful, and I did everything my spiritual guides guided me to do. I couldn’t believe how quickly I healed my body. It was a blessing.
Early 2017 and in the midst of going through my divorce, pressing criminal charges and settling into my new apartment, I met a man called Andre. The last thing on my mind was to meet another man but, Andre was persistent and never gave up on me. Andre was also a medium and spiritually connected and we bonded on a much deeper level, a level of consciousness that I never knew was possible. In the first 6 months of our relationship, I did intense healing work on myself. I was exhausted, deeply hurt and had lost all of my self worth from my previous marriage. Andre would often channel his spiritual guides, whom with time, I got to know. Not only did I have my spiritual guides that I was connecting with in my head but, through Andre, I received many messages of light, it was and still is a profound experience when you get to talk directly to a spirit through the vessel of your love.
Our relationship blossomed and we gave birth to a beautiful girl called Luna Rose in August of 2018. Andre has a loving daughter, called Gabi, from his previous relationship and we soon built a family. We married in 2021.
Through the years of my loving and beautiful marriage with Andre, my life drastically changed for the better. I found all of my self worth and power. I am living the life that I had dreamed of since being a child, to help this planet and to be in service to help humanity. I have built a successful business as spiritual leader and shaman and I have learnt the beauty of becoming a mother. I learnt to heal the pain that I was in and I found myself again – not just myself or the women I was before my former marriage, but the most powerful and loving spirit that is deeply inside of me. A women that I had never met before until now. She is me, under every layer imaginable. A soul that is fierce, deeply loving and filled with life. She is humbled to be in service for the spirits to help bring forth these messages. She is powerful, passionate, authentic and courageous, and she has come to remember why she is here and what she is here for. She is me.
In March of 2021 I was asked to bring forth the message of How to Heal. Over a period of 6 months and during the summer of 2021 I channeled the content and message of How to Heal. In the process of bringing forth the power of this creation, every aspect of my life and every part of my being has been transformed, because of this work.
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